disheartened 11/29/2009
 
Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangatku dan imanku. Tunjukilah aku ke jalan yang lurus, dan bukalah pintu hati mereka yang sesat jalan. Amin.

:'(
 
 
HAHAHA I find this really hilarious!
 
11/28/2009
 
I think I'll let my Tumblr open to all for now. You guys can go visit if you want to. There, it's more of pictures and quotes illustrations, most of which are related to me. Or how I feel or think.
 
 
I went to Tumblr's homepage, signed up, and submitted. Then, it showed "This e-mail has already been used by another user." So me being me, I went, what the fuck?!?! (Inside I was already cursing that person)

In the midst of that mini stress, I then realized I haven't deleted my account. So I just proceeded to Log In. This proves that we sometimes just don't use our brains to think. You people also have your moments eh, quit denying.

http://astoldby.tumblr.com
Unedited, it is still how it was on JANUARY 1st. Haha.
Okay I'm gonna change the url and everything else soon. Bye.

Oh, my brother just bought an electric guitar yesterday, which happens to look EXACTLY like khalid's. So, is that a good or a bad thing knowing for the fact that he's leaving for NS and I won't get to see him as much? Pfft.
 
My Sunday 11/24/2009
 
... Even if it's just for less than 3 hours <3
And haha, thanks for putting up with my nonsense. It's your fault anyway. Bluek.

(Click on picture to enlarge, then click anywhere to close)
 
Truth be told. 11/21/2009
 
Poison
I have an aversion for people who drinks. Be it males or females. Not just any people - Muslims. It's a turn off to me. Unlike smoking, drinking is a sin. Unlike drinking, smoking is makruh - It's not a sin, and it's not encouraged either. NOT drinking is like one of the simplest rules to obey sia, seriously. And in Islam, reasons as to why the consumption of alcohol/beers is forbidden are very logical and sensible. Islam is all about logic.

LET ME TELL YOU WHY. Two of the very basic reasons would be firstly, it causes one to lose control of oneself and possibly do things they wouldn't normally do. Secondly, it harms the body.

The main reason why alcohol is forbidden in Islam is because of its ability to impair judgement and to cloud the mind. I've learnt at madrasah, the common term for this is hilang akal. Islam melarang umatnya menghilangkan akal fikiran. Why? Because when you lose control of your mind, it will lead you to doing stupid or harmful or sinful acts. (eg. Road accidents? Murders and rapes carried out under the influence of alcohol?) *not elaborating any further.

So, what good does alcohol do? Yes, scientifically, there is a noticeable benefit which (to a certain degree) can be extracted from the embellishment of alcohol, BUT, the danger it possesses is far more greater. It can lead to many negative issues, such as health and social problems. *not elaborating any further. try searching for yourselves what harm it causes.

"Do not think of a little as insignificant, because even the mountains are formed of small pebbles"

To (muslim) friends who drink: Enjoy life all you want, but do it the right way please. Like I said, this one is easy to not do. If you're addicted then good luck to you. This whole drinking thing is rather unsightly. TO MY EYEBALLS AH. Whether you're just a social drinker or not, or whether you're drunk or not, same difference. 

Any objections or protests? Open for debate.
Thank you and have a great day ahead.

 
As told by Reg. 11/21/2009
 
What? I've been wanting to do this since months ago, but never got around to doing it. So after much thoughts, I now officially decided to create a seperate blog account.

Why? To let out whatever is at the back of my mind or whatever that needs to be told but don't know how etc. Basically feelings and emotions related to the significant other. Joy, hatred, angst, frutrations, disturbance, curiosity, suspicion, bliss, pleasure and thrill of love. Including this particular feeling which recently surfaced itself efforlessly i-don't-know-why, and which i thought is something that i can just shove it off easily. A suspicious feeling about a rival's or competitor's influence, especially in regard to a loved one. Yes, jealousy.

It's going to be like a story of my love life. I'm not intending to tell anyone about it, not even him himself. It'll be open to public, however, it'll be anonymous me. I want this to be as private as possible. As in, the most is people may stumble upon the blog and read the entries, but will not know who the blogger is.

Where? It will be at tumblr. Why tumblr? Well, i was from there anyway before i moved here. It's just that during that time, i wasn't in the figure-things-out mood. I didn't know how it works. I wanted to create a blog fast and just start rambling. So weebly it was, everything all set for you. Now that i know the sources from tumblr are useful, it might help alot with the 'story of my love life'. Haha.

This blog will still prolong though, for other things in my life that matters.
 
Life as it is. 11/16/2009
 
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What about putting in effort to make it happen the way you want it?
Because with some effort and prayers, I believe it can.
Like miracles, anything can happen if we believe.
I believe,
I believe,
I believe.
 
11/08/2009
 
Love is not just looking at each other, it's looking in the same direction.
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Aww :)
 
 
Nothing gets more fucking accurate than this. Well, 99% of it at least.
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